Expect and revive?? (Never!) 11/4/13

This may not sound like a verse!
Its just like a convenient form of writing- through which I am expressing -a common root of sadness.
And yeah-the killer here is EXPECTATIONS!
We often expect from everyone or from some (commonly) and that finally invokes, a negative atmosphere where we feel everything turning to be upside down! (the saturated state, to be more precise!)
This can be my perception alone!
But I do,underline that its a common fact now a days!
It is obviously, the factor of attachment, paving the way for it,in case of all kinds of relationships-say-between couple,friends,family! (I take this case only for now! )
And this one just portrays my vision on the same!

                                       Expect and revive? (Never!)

The sole REASON -
for  your sorrows;
when you are the luckiest-
even when you have found
the brightest-
even when you have the best!!

 What could it be?
The only REASON
It could be-
It can only be-
EXPECTATIONS! (I suppose)

 Because-
It triggers-
The nadir of hope!
Making the air
around you awful-
Making the breeze
go unheard!

 Genuinely its not a flaw!

As its the BOND
And that says it !
Its the LOVE that binds it!
Its the CARE that coheres!
Its the infinite emotions
That exalts it !

 But, as years passed by,
The waves raised,
The hearts  rusted,
The brains sharpened,
And so do the feelings!

The boundless thoughts
And the limitless queries-
As you dig it deep,
You have your worst side
And you decide your fate!

‘EXPECT THE WORST  or

EXPECT THE LEAST!’

I know its hard-
Harder to try-
For at least the TRUE souls and
PURE  hearts!
But that is the only way left!

And that is how
You can EXPLORE peace
and the
SERENITY of happiness!

 KILL the spores
and
NURTURE the colours!

So as to revive the BONDS!
And retrieve the rhythm!
The rhythm of LIFE-
wherever it has vanished
However it has melted!
Retrieve it!

 So that the hollow shadows
Perish
And the stars GLOW!

So that the bonds in
Every phase of the journey
Remains ETERNAL!

And rely upon the

MANTRA- ‘GIVE and  TAKE’

Because –

'As you sow,

So shall you reap! '      

                                                                                                               Smrithi (11/4/13)

 

Reverberation! ( 13/1/2013)

The dawn of 2013- the new year was not colourful this time!
It sprouted in the midst of miseries and sorrows!
The prayers and finally,the tears!

I don’t think,I have to explain what I feel right now!
Because its beyond the limits of vocabulary!
And here,I put myself in the shoes of several innocent girls and present a short verse!
And this is what my blog has- for the onset of 2013!

Reverberation!

I know-how it hurts!
How it resiles ,
reverberates,
rebounds and
penetrates your atria!

I can imagine-
how it feels!
I know it-
though the depths vary,
the gist differs!

For you- its something
that will haunt you
And kill you within-
throughout your life!

And let me tell you-
you won’t get rid of it-
because its a SIN!
Its a loss!

Its the tears of a girl,
the curse of a mother,
the hex of many!

Learn to ‘Respect’,
learn to ‘Realise’,
learn to ‘Accept’!

Still you won’t be forgiven-
in the court of my justice!
You won’t be forgiven
even at the scaffold!
You won’t be forgiven-
even if you struggle at hell!

Because,
the ‘devil’ in you-
will have a rebirth-
somewhere and somehow!
Because,
You don’t know-
the value of ‘love’,
the value of ‘relations’,
the dignity of bearing an extra ‘X’!*                                                                  (chromosome *)

And you deserve the worst-
the worst in everything-
everywhere!
Because-
you don’t know the
‘meaning’ of ‘being HUMAN’!

And so,you have to,
you are bound-
bound to SUFFER
the reverberation!
                                                                                                                   Smrithi (13/1/2013)

Reminiscing the smiles ! (11/12)

 Recalling the memories of some beautiful hearts ... Its more like a journey remembering the moments with them, rather than the depiction as a poetic form..yeah,its just a jot..
I somehow wonder ,the saying- that good people leave the earth sooner , has much of truth hidden in it..
And this one is about remembering some hearts,who no longer live in this world, but twinkle in the sky..forever!
Remembering my dearest Friend and schoolmate – Naveen ,
my dearest Teacher – Jayasri Mam,
my two dearest neighbours – Jayasri Chechi and Kumaru Uncle!
(as mentioned in each stanza)
Dedicated to them!
May your souls Rest In Peace!

Reminiscing the smiles!

As I stride along my memory lane,

I still feel the presence,

The vibes of their voices,

Their glowing smiles still reside,

Reside within me!

You were a sparkle,

The enthusiast in you,

Always evoked incense

Of inspiration and

You shone among us!

And I still can’t believe-

You vanished in a while and

Are one among the stars!

 Owing a lot to you,

I still bend in front of you,

For finding the real ME within me-

And you proved to be ‘THE GURU’

And I jot down these –

With your blessings!

And I still can’t believe,

Your charm confines to sky!

Your smile was a bliss

And it spread the glee around

Rendering love in every word

And you still shine like an angel

In all our hearts!

And I still cant believe,

You are no longer here!

Your words kindled

The flame of spirit,

The spirit of life

Motivated and glistened

The beauty of dreams-

You still dwell in my memories and

I still can’t believe

You left in a wink-time!

As I stride along my memory lane,

And gaze at the dark night sky

I see your smiles-as the

Twinkling stars of love

I feel the breeze-

The essence of warmth

The delight of presence

And I wish-the heavenly abode

Gifts the eternity- to you all-

All the twinkling stars!!!

May all the souls rest in peace!

 Smrithi ( 11/12)

THE UNSPOKEN MOURNINGS (15/9/12)

Born in a statistics class!-Thats what I have to tell about this one as the first thing!!
And about  the theme-a belief that,souls wander everywhere-for their assigned tasks-for conveying the messages to the chosen-and they go unheard-because-the world is no longer true,but a graveyard of evils.I would like to mention what made me think about it-the movie of M.Night Shyamalan – “Lady in the water(2006”)

The solace of the soul is unspoken

Its unspoken-

But its vibes are felt within-

Felt with the chosen!

The souls mourn

Grieve and weep

The vibes spread-

As free spirits-

For they want them-

To be heard!

What they couldn’t,

In the last birth.

The agony then-

The miseries,the tears

More than the moments-

The sparks paving the ways!

The unspoken melancholy

Would be heard,if

The purity of thoughts persist!

But its not and it wont be!

Because

The evil shadows have swallowed

The eternity of truth,

The wisdom of ages,

The morals of lives!

The so-called-

‘Immortal  values’

Are mirages,

They wont have a rebirth!

Because,they are murdered

Without remnants!

And so the souls still mourn.

The cries are unheard,

And the miseries go unspoken-

The ‘unspoken mournings’!

 Smrithi (15/9/12)

'HOPE' (3/8/2012)

         Some quotes have always inspired me,through out my life,till today. And this one is a tribute to all the great minds,who have contributed the same to the world.

         I specially acknowledge the quotes used here,for the immense inspiration.(marked by\ *,asterisk symbol).

            I also commemorate the great saying of Helen Keller –“When one door of happiness closes,the other one opens.We don’t see the opened one as we stare only at the closed one!”.

             And also my sincere gratitude to the great Indian actor,Anupam Kher for his book- ‘The best thing about you is YOU’ which became a  great source of motivation!And here it is................

The world is always a sunnier place,

If you believe in it!

Yes! ‘HOPE’!

Pile up your worries,

Your deep thoughts

Culminating in tears,

The frustrating perplexities,

The never ending chaos,

The deep dilemmas-

Pile them up

And say-

Hold On,the Pain Ends (HOPE) *

Life is a journey,

Of smiles and tears.

Laughters and woes!

A bed of roses and thorns!*

A book of mysteries and twists!

But  If one is born,

He lives for a reason!

A purpose untold

Which  is eventually

YOUR moment!

And patience is the key!

Gaze at the opened doors,

Rather than staring athe the closed ones!

Because

One failure or a lag,

Or a false step taken behind,

Shouldn’t conquer YOU!

Think of the saying here-

‘Everything happens for a reason!” *

And live ahead with ‘HOPE’!

A word that can do wonders!

Live for the ones,

Who sees the YOU within you!

Forget the fake lives-

For they taught you lessons!

And so-

LIVE your LIFE

With all its colours and vibes!

LIVE with HOPE!

Hold On,the Pain Ends!

                                                                                                                                 Smrithi (3 Aug 2012)

For you, MY BESTIE!! (28/6/2012)

Dedicated to my best friend! Words cant describe her,thats what I always feel! When she suddenly planned to come home,I was so excited and almost an insomniac...yeah,I know! And I made an attempt to jot down something about her,about our 16years of Friendship ,about our eternal hopes!!!This is for her...and yeah I gifted her the same !!! Finally,a poem for her!Here,it is.....

In all the pages of my life-diary till today,

I see your face – I see ‘US’- I see our journey!

Long long ago,

When letters were just far-away friends,

You hold my hand as a sweet CHUM!

Thereafter, as we grew up,

It went deep-as

An adorable FRIEND!

WE shared our smiles,

Our jokes were our secrets,

Our hillocky-fights were hills then-

But each time-they ended, we laughed aloud!

We shared our tears-

No simile to compete- how soothing you were!

And thus the BEST FRIENDS!

Though our paths were apart,

We were still together, we still-are!

And I see your silhouette

 In my future diary-pages too!

And so I say this boastfully,

Eternity will accompany our next births too!

Because- no one can replace YOU – MY BESTIE!

Smrithi (28/6/2012)

The Fragile World! (6/2012)

"Seasons  change,

Storm hits and flies off,

Waves kill and vanish,

Rain drenches and leave

And so does humans!

Faces come and go,

Eyes wink and make tears,

Minds fluctuate and run off

Hearts weep and camouflage

And not even-

Not even souls are trustworthy!

Behind the mortality of emotions,

Our era even makes-

Blood  relations deceive!

May be the curse of ancestors

For what man does now!

All the vibes of today,

Which makes you learn,

TRUST THY SHADOW-

Just that ,

Because,

It  won’t lie to you-

Eternally!

Thats todays fragile world!!!"

                                                                                                           Smrithi (21-June 12)